Is it ever going to be fair?
Journal Entry: Thu Jun 26, 2008, 4:38 AM
YOU DON'T NEED TO READ THIS!!! LOL
Yeah, so my dog Colonel died a month ago, from a gum disease. We got another dog and started to let the wounds heal.
Recently, we realized that our two elder dogs got the same disease, and it's advancing rapidly. Our dogs are now losing teeth like crazy, and even with treatment, they will not be able to regain lost teeth.
It's not fair! I just lose my best friend in the whole world, and now I may lose two more? I know that life isn't supposed to be fair all the time, but can I EVER catch a break?
It seems no, at least not with my dogs- the ones who make me smile no matter how shitty my day's been, the ones who I can tell anything, and the ones who give me some shred of sanity.
To me, and my whole family for that matter, dogs are more than those yippy balls of fur, they are part of the family. An essential part. And when we lost Colonel, we mourned like it was a person who died.
We are still mourning, and I thought I was crazy, because I would hear his bark, or snore, or see him out of the corner of my eye. But I'm not the only one doing double takes and saying "Oh, it looked/sounded like Colonel... Nevermind..."
I know that Colonel is still here with us, haunting us. (if i will,lol) I can almost feel his presence, like I don't feel so alone, or depressed. I may sound a bit coo-coo at this point, and maybe I am, but that's not my point. (We'll get around to my sanity in a later journal)
I've always just had a connection with dogs, and if I know them well enough, I'm able to in a way, read their thoughts. (It's all in reading behavior, body language, and eyes. Yeah, eyes are important for more than seeing!!)
Maybe that connection has helped me know what Colonel wants after death. (like for us to adopt a new dog, it was HIS idea, I'm telling you!!) I had trouble forming a bond with the new dog, which I can blame on my stubborn loyalty to the Honorable Colonel Mustard.
After a couple weeks of pouting and whining, I felt something tell me (whether it was Colonel's spirit, or just my own brain, I don't know, but I like to think it was the dog, because it just seems like something he would do...) to accept the new dog and try to give him a chance.
Now I'm really working on that bond with the new dog, and he's sitting on my lap now trying to sleep as I type this.
Thanks for reading, if you read all the way through! I told you you didn't need to read it! I just needed to outlet my thoughts before I lost my last bit of sanity.
- Mood:
Sorrow - Listening to: My Immortal by Evanescence
Devious Comments
received this
letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a
week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only
guy or girl you wanna be with 3
times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
within the next week and say it to your self
6
times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen
between you and that 1special person and say
it to your self 12
times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
you scroll down focus and
concentrate on it and think on nothing
else but that wish.
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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,
and what
you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important
message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain
letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863
and
if you
break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these
stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same
kid
since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any
attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad
got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the
letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the
signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in
the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd
grade. The
next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for
him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,
and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew
up
and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll
get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that
popular but
not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart
kid and
he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few
friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,
about
that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his
dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and
play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and
Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was
goin' wild!
the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out
ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know
which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but
thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go
out with
that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send
this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
life.....forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend......ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush
will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go
in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the
catch.....you only
have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this
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My gummy bear army will kick your asses!!! ~ Evlwolf
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass's that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!
If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.
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I THANK GOD FOR MAKING PENGUINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE MASTER OF ALL ART IS GOD!!!
Also If you want to know a secret to get more pagveiw comments 'n' stuff go here[link]
[link]
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fooge bomb
wtf?
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♥ Cassandra
"Living is easy with Your eyes Closed"
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Sorry about being cut off last night, but my internet froze on me, and it was too great a hassle for me to reconnect.
Anyhoo. Thanks for visiting my page and let's talk again some time.
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