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Is it ever going to be fair?

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 26, 2008, 4:38 AM
YOU DON'T NEED TO READ THIS!!! LOL

Yeah, so my dog Colonel died a month ago, from a gum disease. We got another dog and started to let the wounds heal.

Recently, we realized that our two elder dogs got the same disease, and it's advancing rapidly. Our dogs are now losing teeth like crazy, and even with treatment, they will not be able to regain lost teeth.

It's not fair! I just lose my best friend in the whole world, and now I may lose two more? I know that life isn't supposed to be fair all the time, but can I EVER catch a break?

It seems no, at least not with my dogs- the ones who make me smile no matter how shitty my day's been, the ones who I can tell anything, and the ones who give me some shred of sanity.

To me, and my whole family for that matter, dogs are more than those yippy balls of fur, they are part of the family. An essential part. And when we lost Colonel, we mourned like it was a person who died.

We are still mourning, and I thought I was crazy, because I would hear his bark, or snore, or see him out of the corner of my eye. But I'm not the only one doing double takes and saying "Oh, it looked/sounded like Colonel... Nevermind..."

I know that Colonel is still here with us, haunting us. (if i will,lol) I can almost feel his presence, like I don't feel so alone, or depressed. I may sound a bit coo-coo at this point, and maybe I am, but that's not my point. (We'll get around to my sanity in a later journal)

I've always just had a connection with dogs, and if I know them well enough, I'm able to in a way, read their thoughts. (It's all in reading behavior, body language, and eyes. Yeah, eyes are important for more than seeing!!)

Maybe that connection has helped me know what Colonel wants after death. (like for us to adopt a new dog, it was HIS idea, I'm telling you!!) I had trouble forming a bond with the new dog, which I can blame on my stubborn loyalty to the Honorable Colonel Mustard.

After a couple weeks of pouting and whining, I felt something tell me (whether it was Colonel's spirit, or just my own brain, I don't know, but I like to think it was the dog, because it just seems like something he would do...) to accept the new dog and try to give him a chance.

Now I'm really working on that bond with the new dog, and he's sitting on my lap now trying to sleep as I type this.

Thanks for reading, if you read all the way through! I told you you didn't need to read it! I just needed to outlet my thoughts before I lost my last bit of sanity.

  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: My Immortal by Evanescence

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15ish.
  • Current Residence: West side of hell....
  • Interests: Writing poetry, my books and working on my manga. I love Inuyasha, Zelda, and of course- wolves!!!
  • Favourite movie: I love romance stories and really funny comedies. I can pretty much get into any movie I watch..
  • Favourite band or musician: The list is too long...
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative rock
  • Favourite artist: None yet
  • Favourite poet or writer: None yet.. I\'m new to the art scene, I wasn\'t a very artsy kid.
  • Favourite photographer: N/A
  • Favourite style of art: N/A
  • Operating System: My cell phone, and my brother\'s computer. What do you expect? I\'m 15...
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: Anything relating to inuyasha wolves or zelda
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything relating to inuyasha wolves or zelda
  • Skin of choice: Look at my shell/WP of choice. again, what do u expect? im 15 n its 4 in the friggin morning!!!
  • Favourite game: Duh.. ZELDA!!!! Woot woot!!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo... again, DUH!!!
  • Favourite cartoon character: BluesClues (don\'t ask- long story)
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen/Pencil paper, and sometimes a computer. I also use my phone to create wallpapers.

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~chibiwolf1:iconchibiwolf1: Mar 9, 2008, 1:39:44 PM
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I



received this



letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and



within a



week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



this

really



works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only



guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

times!!!












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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as



you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



else but that wish.











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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!



























































Keep going

down



























Keep going







































Keep

going








































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda



chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid



since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the



signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just



getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that



popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few



friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!



the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know

which person i'd rather



be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but



thats



only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go



out with



that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send



this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love



life.....forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a



friend......ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush

will have sex with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have



everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any



friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go



in a



chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the



catch.....you only



have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this

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:blackrose:Don't let your loved ones die no matter what even if their only in your heart:blackrose:
~Evlwolf:iconEvlwolf: Feb 19, 2008, 11:01:21 PM
lol this is great!

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My gummy bear army will kick your asses!!! ~ Evlwolf
~chibiwolf1:iconchibiwolf1: Feb 19, 2008, 8:31:22 PM
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass's that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.

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:blackrose:Don't let your loved ones die no matter what even if their only in your heart:blackrose:
~GreenHat77:iconGreenHat77: Feb 15, 2008, 4:22:45 PM
hey zelda fan!Isee that you are kinda new here, so welcome to DA! :D I'm gonna watch you! :)

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~vguy11:iconvguy11: Feb 1, 2008, 12:05:08 AM Mood: Delighted
Thanks for the fave! :)

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fooge bomb

wtf?
*RedrumWolf:iconRedrumWolf: Jan 30, 2008, 5:39:44 AM
thanks for the watch! :aww:

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♥ Cassandra
"Living is easy with Your eyes Closed"
=soxadoodle:iconsoxadoodle: Dec 19, 2007, 7:54:39 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: and :+devwatch:!
*minchanexcels:iconminchanexcels: Dec 15, 2007, 9:43:04 AM
Hiya!

Sorry about being cut off last night, but my internet froze on me, and it was too great a hassle for me to reconnect.
Anyhoo. Thanks for visiting my page and let's talk again some time.

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mamotime - |mah-moe-time.|
noun. a period of time that must elapse before shouting vigorously at the computer; a spontaneous shout of joy, sorrow, puzzlement, sarcasm, or other exclamation.

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*iduck:iconiduck: Nov 25, 2007, 1:49:08 PM
Thanks for the fave :) Welcome to DA by the way :dance: